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Friday, October 27, 2006
releasing of results
LOL. dun get mistaken by the title ,
it's not the release of moii results ,
it's the release of the sec 1- 3 results .
today , i went back to school ,
to collect some SJAB thingy ,
thn i saw alot of my juniors receiving results ,
alot of them retain , some of them cried .
then i started to wonder ,
wad'll become of me when i received my results next year?
would i smile and walk out of ycss ?
or would i walk out of ycss with a glummy face?
it all depends on how hard i work now =)
anyway , candis ..
CHEER UP OKAY??!!
dun be too sad , mingest's here =)
thn after tt , slacked around in the study corner
with meixuan , shiok hwee and manman .
we were waiting for miss lim .
thn manman did some maths questions ,
while i did some physics questions . sianx.
chatted with meixuan and shiok hwee .
we waited until 3pm , thn miss lim came.
issued us the st john photo =)
haha .
manman and i went to the coffeeshop to eat ,
meixuan walked us there and she went home. haha.
it's raining though.
thn after tt ,
went to the mac donalds to meet peiying.
soon , jacqueline , vincent and bean tai tai came .
we talked and laughed there .
haha . about the mac donalds manager and other stuffs.
was surprise to see tt these girls are still so energetic
after their 3 days camp . haha .
thn soon , jeff came and joined us too.
i gave him one of the st john's photo =)
haha .
thn we went to boon lay shopping centre to buy things .
3 of us , walked peiying home.
after jeff and bean tai tai went up the bus ,
i went home too =)
alrites ,
i guess tt's all about today
it's 1235am ,
signing off earlier than expected huh?
TILL THEN.



Wednesday, October 25, 2006
tingest's son
well . i didn't walked to school today.
my head was heavy , so i choose to wait for the bus .
i saw bus 154 driving off with my own eyes .
i didn't board the bus .
i continue waiting .
thn suddenly , i feel very sian ,
i just walked back home and cooked breakfast for my bro.
HAH!
then at afternoon , brought bro for lunch .
i did my self-study when he's eating . haha .
at about 1240 , brought him to school ,
thn went to mac first ,
sengkee came join me later .
and i was amazed tt i actualli sat down and study
at mac donalds for 1pm to almost 5pm .
i was shocked too .
thn at abt 5pm , went to jurong point .
walked walked , see see .
finally went home at about 630pm ,
i really felt like lying down on my bed and just sleep throughout the day .
i took my lunchbox and wanted to eat it .
just as i wanted to eat , the phone ranged . -.-"
it's tingest , she want me to accompany her go eat dinner . =.="
i faster finished my dinner and went to meet her at JP again at 735pm.
accompanied her go eat long-john ,
chatted alot and laughed alot .
keep on playing with the netball on her hands,
we laughed like siao .
thn went home to get changed for a while.
we then went to nanny's house .
saw boyboy! HAHA!
he's really cute when he smiles ,
but the way he smile really very funny .
cos he had not much teeths , so he laughter is funny .
we keep on making him smile . HAHA!
then soon , went to JW at 10pm ,
work like siao .
we go there , they still complained we come so late .
=.=
HECK LA !
haha . we still crapped about the ice-cool incident
which happened yesterday . haha .
alrites , time now is 1.19AM
gotta sleep now ,
TILL THEN. =)

he smiles in a very cute manner ,
isn't it ? HAHA! BOYBOY =]



Tuesday, October 24, 2006
JJ's birthday
today woke up exactly 9am .
by jooyu's missed call . =.="
thn after tt , brought bro go boon lay central shopping LOL.
HAH! bought breakfast and stuffs .
thn went home .
in da afternoon , went for JJ's birthday celebration .
we went to pizzahut .
HAH , i guess this was the longest time we had ever spent in pizzahut .
it's about 2 hours huh?
we went into pizzahut at about 1pm .
then sit there talk talk and waited for moxi .
thn started ordering and eating at about 215pm .
and left the restuarant at about 3pm .
hmm ..
HAH.
after tt , went to JJ's house .
we were so tired , so JJ , sean and i took a nap at JJ's house .
while moxi and shiying messed with the computer?
HAH .
shiying has taken a picture of 3 of us sleeping in the same posture ,
position , almost everything idenitcal . HAH
shall ask her to send it to me when she comes online =)
After we woke up , dinner started .
HAH . JJ told us he cooked . but in the end ,we found out it's his mom who done the cooking.
HAH . yea rite , he cooked , like wad shiying said , in his dreams. HAH!
when we ate , we chatted about alot of things ,
i still remember there's a part about communication .
that makes me recall about wad i did last time ,
last time , when my house phone rang , i answer it ,
it's looking for my dad , cuz i was lazy to get out of my room ,
so i just use my hp and call my dad's hp and ask him to go answer the phone .
well , it's really amazing when technology advances ,
however , this advances is also the main factor and causing the drifting in communication
between people .
who knows maybe next time , we could do everything
without stepping out of our house door?
alrites , enough of my stupid logics and inference . haha.
back to my post ,
after we had our dinner ,
we watched the movie "fifteen"
which i found it quite interesting and funny . haha .
soon , i had to leave before xianhuan arrives ,
it's sort of kinda "She bu de" when i stepped out of his house .
i oso dunno why leii , but i dun like tt kind of feeling . haha.
then took a cab , rushed back home ,
took my things and went to jw immediately ,
the cab driver is a very cute old man . HAH!
each time i told him abt the direction ,
he would answer "OKAY !" in a very enthuastic manner . HAHA!
ALRITES!!
gotta stop here now ,
there's still school tml ,
it's 1.16am now and why am i still awake ?
go to ur lalaland ba ,mingest.



Monday, October 23, 2006
hari raya?
i woke up late today , at about 7am .
so i slacked at home till 9.30 ,
watched tv , then went to school.
LOL. no need to take late coming slip or anything .
i just wandered around the school and saw patrick .
then i went towards him and said,
"eh patrick , i just reached school leii" i said in chinese
"eh ? i also leii " he replied .
then we found out that we watched the same show before coming to school,
we still stood there and talked about the show somemore . HAH!
soon , very fast , 12.30pm , we were being released .
then went to eat lunch with jeff and yansoon .
went to mac donalds after lunch .
roamed around there and i went off at about 2pm.
started revising again ,
thn dozed off at about 4pm. HAH!
in the evening , at about 530pm
went to JP to meet seanie .
we went to have our dinner .
then went to buy present for JJ's party tml.
we walked around JP ,
and thn soon , at about 715pm ,
we went to IMM .
and we spotted this tall tall handsome model father carrying his kid .
HAHA!
at about 815pm , we went to JE library ,
thn messed with aloysius. HAH!
until 855pm , we went off .
and also , wanna thank seanie for the help with my ezlink at the interchange .
i'll definately repay ur help one day =)
THANKS SEANIE!!
anyway , dun say i not good ,
here's a corner to wish ROAST PIG all the best
in her upcoming sec two camp on wednesday =) wahaha!!
alrites , now is 12.52 ,
sean told me one thing , he realised tt i signed off practically almost
the same time everyday .
HAH! indeed .
TILL THEN.




Sunday, October 22, 2006
k-boxing

act-dao shot , but pinky smiled . LOL!
let's get back to wad happened today ,
today is jooyu's birthday celebration ,
met seany at JE MRT ,
thn we took train to dover ,
thn bus 106 to orchard to meet pinky , agnes and jooyu.
settled our lunch at burger king .
HAH .
i kept on laughing as seany kept on suaning jooyu ,
HAHA!
but that's all for jokes , jooyu understands huh?
we wanted to see movie at first ,
so we went to cine leisure .
but in the end , we went to the K-box at the 8th storey .
thn we sang like hell . well , i know my singing sucks . HAH!
alot of duet songs , HAHA!
i still remember we crapped about the "top 10 popular actress"
and the "most unpopular actress" award. LOL.
but that's all for jokes , and jooyu wun mind huh?
then we left K-BOX at about 630pm ,
and parted with agnes
went to fort-canning park .
haha . it's so dark and quiet .
pinky was soo scared . lol.
and we keep on joking and suaning jooyu . HAHA!
went to liang court's hattoo ,
then sampled ice-creams again! HAHA!!
then seanie wanted to sample the food .
keep on asking us to help him take .
cuz he "paiseh" LOL. HAHA!
in the end , each of us helped him take one time LOL.
soon , we left liang court for clarkey mrt station ,
took train back from outram back to jurong .
arggghh .. was so tired .
i guess everyone enjoyed themselves huh?
lastly , wanna thank jooyu for the k-box treat ,
lucky it's not as expensive as expected huh?
THANK YOU JOOYU!!! HAHA!!
alrites , shall stop here ,
gotta blog more at my private blog .



Saturday, October 21, 2006
highest point ? zui gao dian.
continuing from yesterday's post .
after i signed off .
i went to sleep at around 130am.
however , at 230am , i was being bitten awake by a mosquito -.-
wah piang!
thn i couldn't sleep anymore .
i went to the living room ,
watch tv ..
thn take out my notes and started reading .
and finally got K.O-ed at about 430am without knowing .
the next time i knew was ,
my eyes opened and the clocked showed 630am .
i was LATE! I bathed and got changed immediately .
called for a cab and rushed down to mcs at 7am .
today's scene was at bukit batok secondary .
was so happy to see elias , siwei , and SEANIE again!
haha!
today is also the first time in my whole life that i blew a trumpet .
the concert band member beside me was teaching me how to hold a trumpet LOL.
After tt , was a fighting scene ,
i had a stack of music notes stuffed in my mouth . ARGH .
i got injured accidentally in that fighting scene ,
my right hand . argh , haha .
after tt , we went for lunch at about 1pm .
went back to mcs .
then seanie and i went walk walk around orchard .
and was thinking wad to buy for jooyu's present .
finally , we did something meaningful and creative . HAH!
Had my dinner at PS , then we went hatto
haha .
went to JW at about 8pm ,
wah piang , kana put aeroplane by tingest LOL.
because she overslept .
HAH!
Then went home at about 850pm ,
went to JP with dad and bro .
accompanied him to buy clothes etc ..
thn also went to buy a plane for bro ,
HAH.
now , the time is 12.43am .
gotta sleep now .
>_<
THE END .

WE USED THIS 'GAY' PICTURE FOR SOME PURPOSES !!!
HAHA!! shall be disclose tml !



Friday, October 20, 2006
friday without school
there's no sch today .
haha!!
woke up at about 10am today .
thn prepare my bro for school ,
brought him for breakfast .
then at about 11am ,
went to the coffeeshop near ycss to meet jeff .
we went to mcs together to collect my things .
we encountered something on our way there .
we were in the 157 bus .
there's this indian poly student getting up this bus .
his ezlink has no value , so he used coins
the bus driver wanted to confiscate his ezlink because of some reasons.
thn this guy refuse to surrender his ezlink
and quarrelled with the bus driver ,
jeff and i were at the front seat ,
so we just sat there and see . haa..
then the indian student demanded his ezlink and coins back.
the bus driver refused .
soon , alot of ppl started getting down the bus .
thn this middle age woman came forward and offer to gives coins to the indian student
but that indian guy dun want , he's not happy with the driver.
but at last , he still got down la ..
LOL . thn went to collect my things .
we went walk walk at the toa payoh HDB mall .
walked for a very long time .
haha .
ate alot of things as well >_<
then also bought something back .
LOL. being influenceD by jeff's words , i finally spent my money.
HAH!!!
at last , we went to eat ice at the dunno wad ice shop .
it's sooo expensive ..argh ..
now , i am broke le ..
haisss..
alrites , gtg now .
have to wake up early tml.
alrites .. nitess ^_^.



Thursday, October 19, 2006
my first GCE practical exams
HURRAY !! one paper gone le .
haha.
today had my sciene practical exams .
reported to the school at 11am.
i was in shift 3 .
then we went to 4e2 classroom for briefing .
most of the sci teacher were present .
and they seems to be more anxious than us .
haha . thn at about 1150am ,
we proceeded to the science lab.
i suddenly feel very nervous LOL.
30 marks leii >_<
i did the physics practical first ,
i was so stupid that my eyes actually followed the pendulum bob when it's swinging
when i was recording the timing .
thn it made me feel very dizzy @_@
thn when i look up ,
i also saw the invilgilator 'uhm chio'
-_-" wah piang ..
even the invilgilator oso like tat ..
then after that , i did my chemistry .
chemistry was okay and fine,
but thn my aiming keep on not steady ,
my hands were full of ammonia solution and HCL acid
wah piang ..
after the exams ,
jeff , sengkee and i went to JP .
thn we went to mac and study .
but thn i was soo tired .
so i slept at the mac .
study until sleep -_-
we went to the coffeeshop nearby to have our dinner
thn soon , went back to the mac
to meet peiying and BEAN TAI TAI !! HAHA!!
we crapped alot at the mac donalds .
haha .
thn soon , went home at about 6pm.
alritess .. tt's all for today =)
time now ishh 12.47am.
gotta sleep now .
TILL THEN.



Monday, October 16, 2006
my first movie at ViVo
my wonderful morning was destroyed by tingest
when she wakes me up with a call .
went to join her and shirley for breakfast at 8:30am .
wah piang .. so early sia ..
thn ..parted with them .
they went to play netball . haha .
so , i went to meet sengkee .
hmm .. this friend of mine has been out of love recently ..
see him so sad , i also dunno wad i could do ..
therefore , i brought him to the rooftop at vivocity immediately.
without hestitation , i jus brought him to habourfront with my pair of slippers and 3-quarter pants LOL.
i also dunno why i wanted to bring him there ,
but i jus feel that the place suits his current emotions .
and tt place really caught my attention ever since i visted it last friday .
thn after tt , we went to watch movie,
LOL. my first NC 16 movie , also my first movie at vivocity
the movie is "You, Me And Dupree" .
when we were about to enter the cinema ,
the staff said "excuse me sir , can i check both of ur ICs?"
oh .. hmm .. tt's the pathetic of me who doesn't look like a 16 year old . argh.
the movie is really funny . haha i laughed like hell in the cinema.
then movie ended at about 3pm .
we went walk walk around .
did alot of funny stuffs .
at the shopping mall , MRT station , etc etc ..
haha!!
after tt , went to buy dinner .
went home . then weent to jw after tt .
now , time is 12:08am .
hmm .. gotta sleep soon .
okiess ..
TILL THEN..

seems like 7pm in the evening isn't it?
well , this was taken at abt 1pm.







Sunday, October 15, 2006
broke
i am broke!
urgh .. haha .
cuz sis borrowed money again .
and always never return . well , i dun expect her to return anyway.
alrites , let's talk about wad happened today .
i woke up late today , at abt 10am lol.
thn at 12 , brought bro for lunch .
after tt , went to meet jeff .
studied at mac .
physics , english . but dun really have the mood .
haha .
so we went to shopping centre to walk walk .
buy bread .
thn went back to mac
to meet peiying , jacqueline and eckerene .
they kept laughing non-stop .
we walked to peiying house .
and hang around at the playground .
played the swing with jac , it's since donkey years since i last played that .
haha .
then walked jac and ekerene home .
jeff and i thn went to buy bread again
HAH!
went home soon . =)
YAY ! there's no school tml!
wahaaa!!
alrites , now's 12:52am ,
gotta retire nows .
TILL THEN.



Saturday, October 14, 2006
rob-b-hood again


HAH.
today , went to meet shiying , JJ and xianhuan at somerset MRT.
in the end , both ah jies were late .
so JJ and i waited for them at the MRT station
shiying came first .
xianhuan overslept and joined us later .
we went walk walk around orchard .
LOL JJ treated billard .
although i dunno how to play ,
but just anyhow shoot la . haha.
then after tt , we went to have our lunch.
and went to cathay cineplexes to watch movie .
HAH . watched rob-b-hood again .
it's so still nice !!!
but before the movie started ,
we left the girls in the cinema ,
and we went out to buy food.
the queue was SUPER LONG .
as a result , when we get in , the movie has started >_<
after the movie ,
we go walk walk around .
thn they sent me to the MRT station. LOL.
THANKS !!
i went to jw after that .
however , spent too much time at JW .
and unable to rush home . missed INS . urgh .
haha.



Friday, October 13, 2006
VIVOcity
today was marking day .
but , went back to school for english remedial .
did comprehension passages and composition corrections.
i was surprised too
when i found out i actualli sat there and did my work quietly for the whole lesson.
haha .
went to vivocity with yansoon , jeff and jeremy .
we were dead hungry .
maybe because the earlier porridge we had as breakfast ,
made me more hungrier instead of better .
hah!
we were like searching desperately for fastfood restaurant
haha . but only part of the shops are operating .
therefore , we went to harborfront centre to have our lunch
ate mac donalds . hah.
then we went to the rooftop .
NICE !!! really nice !
haha .
then we went down to the shoppin mall again
i was so tired , so i just took a short rest of 20 mins
while jeremy went to buy his chocolates . hah,
after tt , went walking around .
and took train back to lakeside at about 4pm.
at night , studied physics at home .
well , now it's less than a month to o'levels .
o'levels is so near yet so far . hah,
JIA YOU BAH PEOPLE!!~
ALRITES! it's 1:07am now.
gotta retire soon.
TILL THEN

hah.how much one MMS cost? >_<



Thursday, October 12, 2006
puppet
Private Post.



Tuesday, October 10, 2006
^_^
being tagged by sook yee to do this quiz ..
hmm .. let's see..

IN THE PAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU
1) Cried: HELL NO!! (paiseh i read the qn wrongly previously!! >_<)
2) Worn jeans: yea..
3) Met someone: Yupp
4) Done laundry: Nope
5) Went hungry: nopp
6) Talked on the phone: yea..
7) Said I love you: last time..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
8) Yourself: sometimes
9) Your friends: not all..
10) Tooth fairy: no!
11) Destiny / Fate: i dun believe but i need to believe in..
12) Ghosts: yea..
13) UFO: no!!

FRIENDS AND LIFE...
14) Do you ever wished you had another name? : yea..
15) Do you like anyone? : yea ..
16) Which of your friends acts most like you? : i dun think so..
17) When you cried the most who was there? : 27th aug 06 , she was with me ..
18) What's the best feeling in the world? : being with the ones u love ..
19)What's the worst feeling in the world? : if all my love ones left me
20)What time is it now? : 1141pm

WHICH IS BETTER...
21) Chocolate or vanilla: chocolates
22) Coke or Pepsi: none. coke liight ^_^
23) Love or Lust: Love
24) Sprite or 7-Up: Sprite bah
25) Girls or guys: hmmss...
26) Scruff or Clean shaved: huh??
27) Movies day or night: night =]

THE LAST TIME YOU...
28) Took a shower: around 1120pm ba...
29) Cried: last month .. >_<

WHO...
30) Makes you smile: real smile..tingest ^_^
31) Who can make you smile no matter what: whenever she's happy , i'll smile =)
32) Has a crush on you: how am i supposed to know?
32) Are you in love right now: hmm .. one sided love .. i supposed .. hhaa

DO YOU EVER...
33) Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call: handphone in my pocket.
34) Save AIM conversations: simi is AIM??
35) Wish you were someone else: YEA..
36) Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: nopp .. ahhass
37) Go online for longer than eight hours: yea..
38) Stucked in a lift: yea .. when i was 4 years old . with a old lady . it's a horrible experience. haa..
39) People you dont know and you went out with them: last time ..
40) Hate a person to the core that you wish that he/she will die immediately: i would use the word 'dislike' instead . and .. erm .. not to the extend of 'die'
41) Swear your parents or siblings: last time when i was insensible .. haa..
42) Read comics until you cry: comics ? tt would make me laugh instead .. haa..

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
43) That you saw: little bro .. he's pestering me now ..
44) You talked to: little bro , sang craps to irritate him LOL!
45) You hugged: Henry ? haha
46) Instant messaged you: sook yee?
47) Color your hair: nopp
48) Have tattoos: -_-
49) Have piercings: nopp
50) Have on lipsticks: nopp"
51) Own more than 10 pairs of flip flops: nopp

52) Like someone: HER. Haha
53) Hate someone: i only dislikes , not hate.
54) Have any money on you: i owe jeremy 50cents?

Layer one - On the outside
Name: Tan Yong Ming
Birthdate: 20o91990
Current status: heart with someone else.single.
Eye color: black i supposed?
Zodiac sign: ermm .. virgo .. DUN LUFF!! .

Layer two - On the inside
Your heritage: Chinese
Your fears: death with regrets
Your weaknesses: insensitivity .

Layer three - Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your first thought when you wake up: oh god , please let me sleep longer . LOL
Your bedtime: usually at 1240am plus
Your most missed memory: my sweet times with HER.

Layer Four - Your Pick
Mac or KFC: mac.
Single or group dates: i prefer single dates
Adidas or nike: of course the cheaper one . HAH! so can afford ma.. hehess
Lipton Tea or Nestea: nestea
Cappucino or coffee: cappucino =)

Layer Five - Do you
Smoke: nopp
Curse: LOL i am not wicked till tat extend
Take a shower: of course LOL
Have a crush: last time .. haha..
Think you've been in love: hmms...
Like school: NO!!
Want to get married: not now ba .. haha..
Believe in yourself: sometimes.
Think you're a health freak: yea ..

Layer Six - In the past month
Drank alcohol: yea .. haha.
Gone to the mall: yea..
Been on stage: nopp
Eaten sushi: nopp
Been dumped: i would not said that as dump.
Gone skating: 2 months ago ba .. haha
Dyed your hair: nopp .

Layer Seven - Have you ever
Played a stripping game: ALMOST! but never . haha.
Changed who you were to fit in:wad toking u ??

Layer Eight - Getting old
Age you are hoping to get married:21-25 ^_^
I LOVE: everyone around me ..
I FEEL: tired ..
I HATE: being lonely and helpless..
I HIDE: my sadness and thoughts..
I MISS: HENRY!!
I NEED: a soul that i could trust and confide everything to ..

List 5 persons which you want him/her to take this quiz:
1. TINGEST!!
2. DICKSON!
3. SEANIE!!
4. SHIRLEY!!
5. MEII !!



life before death
today when i was revising my physics at home .
i heard something from the TV that caught my attention .
the TV shows one man , looking pathetic and sad ,
saying that he himself had left ony a few months to live due to lung cancer .
as referred to the TV ,
i got directed into a website
some words in the web did enlightens me .
people only think about wad they have today ,
and never plans for the future and think of the worse.
for most parts of our lives , we did not think about death.
we carries a type of mindset that death would only come
looking for us when we reache da certain age.
one must not lose hope and faces death alone .
there's will still be a few glimpses of light in the heart warming society.
as for us , we are teenagers now .
we may think that time is still long for us .
we must wake up now , there's not much time to waste ,
as we will not know wad lies for us tml.

alrites , back to today .
today , school was boring .
real bored .
after school , went to jurong point with jeremy and yansoon .
we took 246 out of rush .
in the end , ended up with a long journey .
we were dead bored in the bus ,
tried to lie down and sleep as there's no ppl .
haha.
went to jp , meet henry .
thn jeff , shawn came join us .
went to watch The World Trade Centre.
hmm .. the begining part was quite boring for me .
i kept dozing off in between the movie .
it was only the ending part caught my attention .
the part where the people rescued the victims .
i admired the kind of LOVE between the 2 main leads and their wives .
it's so imaginary and such a everlasting love .
they survived because they think of their wives .
soon , i start to wonder ,
will there be such people ,
who'll think of me , and who i'll also think of , if such disaster strucks me.



Monday, October 09, 2006
我的错
飞机已离开机场
你选择了前往你的方向
不再迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给你的伤
学会坚强
从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样
不会将心比心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你
我想再重来一次
回到过去弥补你的伤
没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤你如此
不再放肆
为何总到失去才懂的难过
当你在我身边的时候,总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错,错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你



Sunday, October 08, 2006
hazee gone
the haze has cleared !
haha!
today , went for the wedding dinner.
sat with freddy and his wife .
haha . it's boring at first .
then they started cracking joke .
and even said that the new bride look like patricia mok.
when the food is served , they go joke with the waitress.
haha!!
the waitress said that the people of this table is humorous .
HAH!!!
can't believe it .
i could see tt some of them were drunk .
haha .
soon , the food took a long time to come .
therefore , i went to took a walk at the golfcourse down there.
it's dark there , very dark and quiet .
it's nice , seeing onli ur shadow on the green piece pf grassland .
and only u alone . a place for u to be alone .
i dunno why , suddenly like that place along .
therefore i stayed there for 30 minutes before returning back to the hall.
when i got back , i thought i missed 2 dishes .
LOL they lied to me . haha .
saying wadsoever tt i missed the fried chicken and etc ..
oh well . haha .
there's no fried chicken in the menu .
^_^
they sent me home too .
haha . in the car , they keep on telling me to study hard .
i guess except for 'wonderwomen' and the driver ,
the rest are half-drunk .
the 'hald drunks' told me to study hard ,
though some were drunk , i could see the good intention in their words
and maybe a little regretness of not studying hard or unable to study last time.
they are good people . it doesn't matter to me if they are successful or not.
i know the importance of successing .
but even if u succed ,u own the whole world ,
but u dun own ur heart , wad's the point of success ?

being alone in the dark .
the other side of golf-course is really nice .
unfortunately , i am unable to capture the other side of the golf course
as it's too dark tt my camera failed to do so .



Saturday, October 07, 2006
hazy hazy
HAZE HAZY !! it's so hazy!!
the haze is freaking everyone out .
morning , i went for a morning jog at 9am .
then went with tingest to meet shirley for breakfast .
LOL! then i found out the auntie tt i known for a long time at the hawker is actually MR LIEW'S mother .
HAHA!!
then after tt , shirley came to my house with us .
but i forgot to bring my house keys .
bro oso didn't know which was the one.
so i climbed to my window at the living room.
jumped from one to another .
grabbed onto the window ,
saw the key and ask bro to pass it to me through the window.
HAA..
when i get back to the corridor ,
shirley was like O.O and keep on asking if i am okay .
HAHA!!
then at about 130pm ,
went to meet fernando and guys at the mac .
studied my organic chem.
managed to finish the last chapter of my week.
we crapped alot in the mac.
haha . jeremy , fernando and i still went to look at the hockey .
the cacausians were indeed friendly . HAH!
left the mac at about 530pm ,
thn went to JP with jeff .
he wanted to buy books .
haha .
after tt , went home ,
got changed and went to jw .
argh . my earpiece spoilt along the way >_<
thn at night , went to IMM with dad and bro .
it was so hazy , we could hardly see the clear view of the roads in the car.
hope the haze would clear off soon
as my parents are forbidding me to go for jogging tonite
ever since the PSI reached 150.
>__<
hmm .. alrites ,
it's now 1230am .
gotta turn in early .
yawnss ...
TILL THEN.



Friday, October 06, 2006
moving arts
it's been a long day .
hmm .. gotta sleep after blogging this .
slacked away the whole school day
because was busy writing compo for miss lee .
HAH!
after school , went to JEC with liz .
ate delifrance
and went cash converters.
and i found out that ...
i found out .. MY ADIDAS WATCH!!! AHHH!!!
MY THIRTY DOLLARS >_<
nvm la , this tells me to be more careful and
observant when i buy things in the future . haha .
After that , went to fetch tingest to my house .
then we changed into formal and went to jw at about 630pm.
meet didididi and went to victoria threatre by cab,
the cab ride was uncomfortable . argh .
got into the threatre .
sat beside an cacausian . he's playing with his phone .
i just looked at wad he's playing .
and he told me "she's me daughter .." (referring to the lady beside her)
LOL . i was stunned . wad for he tell me this ?
i looked at tingest and we were like =.="
and the performace started .
hmm .. pardon me for not knowing how to appreciate performing arts .
i fell asleep during some parts of the show .
then tingest keep on waking me up.
we waited long enough for the show to end .
haha . went to eat supper at 11pm with didididi and his family .
he treated , haha .
we took mrt back from bugis .
and the train ride was funny . because tingest and i keep on cracking jokes.
we really laughed like nobody business .
and i guess the people ard us was like O.O
looking at us .. argh .
alighted at lakeside .
we went around boon lay . cux tingest still wanna catch a bite .
thn finally went to mac .
bought student meal for her and went home.
now is 1.41am .
gotta sleep after finish blogging .
below are one of the pictures we took today .
dun wish to upload more as the rest of the pics sucks . argh . hah.
alrites .
TILL THEN.

In the threatre .




Thursday, October 05, 2006
adidas
woke up at 930am today .
went to 176 to buy bread for breakfast.
i saw weilian and some of my pri sch mates ,
they are having n'levels i guess . and they still remember me . haha.
and then to JP library and study with sengkee.
studied chemistry .
haha .
but in the end , spent 1 hr on study ,
and the rest of the time on talking .
went to JP and ate pizzhut .
haha . ate pasta . argh . i guess i'll be broke for the rest of the week .
HAH .
then after tt , i went to mac to meet jeff and guys to study again.
aiya , just study study study study , chem chem chem.
haha . i swear i gonna play like hell after the o'levels .
i also wanna work ! at SCOOP ! haha .
then we left boon lay mac and gone to 176 to buy bread again .
haha .
took one round of 240 and went home .
at night when i went for jogging ,
wah . the haze is like ... so ...
urgh . really feel uncomfortable with the existance of haze .
it freaks my lungs out . ahha .
alrites , gtg le .
tml gotta go back to school again
cya!
TILL THEN.



Wednesday, October 04, 2006
night study
today , i was late for school.
haha . together with henry , we did squads together .
we were punished for being late .
but mr chew chatted with me about media industry when we were doing squats LOL!
i dropped POA today .
therefore , i was studying chemistry during POA today .
but my main purpose and topic today is about time.
i chatted with stall 6 auntie today ,
she thought i was having my EOY exams .
but when i told her i'll be leaving the school in 2 months time ,
she's like O.O
i was surprise when i realise i onli left 2 months in this school too.
haha . auntie told me tt she watched me slowly grow up
ever since i was sec one .
and now , i am leaving the school soon ,
proceeding to the next stage of my life .
i felt happy but yet abit of sad and unbearable .
it's all happening so fast ,
thinking of the times in 2e2 now ,
all seems like yesterday .
maybe , i am not prepared to leave the school ba .
haha . but this is the day that everyone would have to face eventually .
therefore my purpose in blogging this up today
is to remind u guys to:
treasure everything u have now .
i know i might have no rights to say this ,
because i didn't really treasure my secondary school life .
tt's why i have regrets but of course so happiness too.
now , o'levels is coming ,
this would be my last round of battle in yuanching .
i hope . cuz i dun wish to re-take my o'levels again.
WORK HARD PEOPLE!
alrites , it's getting late .
gotta sleep now .
TILL THEN.



Monday, October 02, 2006
coping
today , mr wong wanted to talked to me .
he asked me if i want to drop POA .
when a serious conversation is engaged ,
jeremy and jeffrey were playing a fool behind mr wong's back .
i wanted to laugh , but controlled my laughter .
they wrote the word "SAGA" which stands for Singapore All Gay Association .
on a foolscape paper and flash it behind mr wong's back .
and even tried to 'modify' his words . HAH!
but however , during my conversation with him ,
i could see the hidden good intentions in him .
i was kinda of regretful when i labelled him as 'GAY'
for the past 2 years .
i had give it a clear thought le .
although spending 2 years in POA ,
however , i have no interest in it .
i could still remember last year , i stayed for recess and struggled with POA in my classroom .
however , i still believed that my POA would show some colours if i put more effort into it .
like wad mr wong said , it's nicer in ur cert when u have a - rather than a F9
now , it's time i shall say ,
GOODBYE POA!



Sunday, October 01, 2006
rob-b-hood

hah .
the above is my timetable for my upcoming revision for the o's.
messy huh ? haha .
i see le , my mind oso went to see the stars le .
if u took a closer took , there's a loophole in it .
hah! i had missed out DNT and POA .
maybe find someoday , gonna find sometime and squeeze in DNT.
ha.
oh. ate quite alot of mooncake recently . ha
had been quite sugarised . LOL.
finally got a chance to catch the movie "rob-b-hood' today .
it's quite a long movie , it's funny . haha .
started laughing our lungs out since the begining of the show .
after the show , we rushed to the toilet . HAH.
also bought one comprehensive exercise today
as recommanded by shirley , i bought the
REDSPOT one.
but i couldn't believe that ..
WHAT THE HECK , ONE BIG POPULAR ONLY GOT ONE REDSPOT O'LEVEL REVISION BOOK!
LOL. heck la , considered lucky liao. to get the last one . haha .
anyway , henry and leno are having their n'levels tml .
all the best leno and henry!!
i gonna miss you henry!
JIA YOU PEEPS!~
alrites , it's getting quite late .
gonna end here now .
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY . haha .
TILL THEN.



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