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Among all the 2.4km runs i have in yuan ching , i could say that the run this year is the most contented and the most satisfactory one. In the past , i have always been walking with henry and kang during 2.4km despite of mr foo pushing up to run.This year , i could finally shout out loud to say that i have really achieved something in the school.

Today i was pretty nervous for this run . i hope to get 1st , not only 1st but to get an single digit timing for my run . I started to do my warm-up as early as 8am when the run is actually allocated at 935am. Soon it's already 935am . To my atonishment , i discovered that 4e1 is actually running with you and the 4N1 and 5N1 class is actually the 'spectators' for today's running. Off we go! jabez tay from 4e1 took the lead and i ran behind him . soon , an china guy from 4e1 overtook me. Alot of people was looking at us and i was damn nervous. I could hear xuanhui , henry saying "yongming sehh". we parted with the spectators and left for the canal . At the begining of the canal , i overtook the china guy and then jabez. I started to fasten up my pace and widen my footsteps when the route was half complete and the remaining route of 2.4 is all mine =D.

I came in as the first during this competition between the 2 classes with a timing of 10 minutes and 01 seconds . If my brian is reliable , Chino came in 2nd , clarence 3rd. =D So happy , the top 3 are all from 4E3. I felt that i have really tried my best and this is the best ever timing i had ever acheive in my 2.4km run. Finally , i could tell myself that i have achieved something during my last year in yuan ching.

today my family and i watched 'king kong' . this movie is about an woman who had an encountered with an ape in the wild forest and friendship develop between them. i was wondering , for the past decades , human always elimate threats around them as quick as they discover them. Just like tigers and lions , humans locked them in the zoo because they 'SUSPECT' that these animals would be a threat to them once they release.

a dog is loyal for it's owner , a cat recognises it's owner . human have feelings so why can't animal have it too? human always assume that beast have no feelings. when i watched 'king kong' , when i saw those planes trying to attack king kong and this poor animal is trying so hard to destroy this planes , i felt like running into the screen and help king kong to elimate these planes..

human have been destroying mankind to created and developed their society into a civilise place . However , taking a second look , this so called 'civilise' is the main factor to the elimation of human mankind.

i am numb

i dun feel the pian

i gave up

i dun blame you

because i still love u.

today went to k-box with jeremy , yansoon and dickson. it all began with an heavy rain .. i rushed to lakeside mrt as i thought i was late. then to my surprise i found out that all of them was late! dickson was late for 20 mins and jeremy was late for 30 mins.. then we meet yansoon at je mrt station and we started to head for je entertainment .. but there's a flood there lol .. then we were trying to tip-toe and walk pass inorder not to let our shoes get wet .. then wa kao , the flood is really serious that it almost wetted my shoe .. i immediately jumped onto the curb , hold onto the pillar and shouted for help LOL. ..

then after that we reached k-box . the queue was damn long sia .. then we took turns to queue . then got room 19 .. LOL then we started ordering food once we got in .. then i asked the staff who served drinks to our room . i asked them wad food they sell. "sotong ball , mushroom ball ,fishball , fries" he replied. cuz i was too hungry then i told him "aiya , mushroom ball and dunno wadeva ball , just bring all in la.." ..he looked at me and replied "six dollar each plate" .. i =.=" .. then at last we only ordered one plate of fries ..

about half an hour later , we found out that we are running out of water .. so dickson and i went out to buy some food and drinks in as the things here are simply too expensive. went to kfc and bought 2 large fries and one 'superstar' meal LOL ..then went back to k-box and started eating and singing again .soon it reached 6pm. as we were singing heartilY LOL , this attendant came in and gave us to settle our bill first .. a total amount of $84 plus .. then we =.=" .. we have not enough money LOL .. lucky dickson got nets LOL .. he went out and settle the bill and we started singing again ..

we left k-box at about 730pm and went to Long John Silver which they called it L*N JIAO Small .. LOL .. then we parted at jurong east interchange at about 815pm. then i was standing in the 334 bus then i saw this mother and son boarding the bus .. this small son was really very naughty , he refused to board the bus and the mother have to pull him all the way into the bus .. the son retaliate by biting my mother and hitting his mother ..then the mother slapped and pinched the son but the son dun care of pian .. continue hitting the mother.. then the mother forced the son to sit down ..

The son bited and pulled his mother hair and shouted "u are a baddie , u are not my mother!" then alot of the passengers in the bus not happy and scolded the son then the mother explained that the son was naughty because the mother refused to let him have another round of game after one round. Despite many of the passengers shouted at the son , the small boy still refused to surrender , he continued to make a scene in the bus by shouting and hitting his mother .. the mother slapped him but 'no effect' .. then the bus driver not happy and scolded the small boy too .. BUT this small boy just dun care LOL. then i started to wonder , this small boy is really so naughty now , wad will be of him when he grows up? i supposed that filal piety is a part of bond between a parent and children ? how would the small boi bear to bite and hit his mother in the public? even the sayings goes "a dog never bites it's owner" let alone a human ? what does this trying to prove ? are some humans worse than animals?

you are the one who made my day but u re oso the one who spoiled my day as well .. you spoiled my day today .. haiss...i dunno really know wad to say .. maybe i should just give up witthout even trying ? why everytime when i like someone , it's always so hard de .. last tym oso de same .. hao bu rong yi can get over le then now one more person .. haiss..

today the sky is dark . we hoped that it rains while we are singing the national athem then everyone'll be wet and then NO SCHOOL FOR THE DAY. but that's just our imagination . we just sat at the parade square and hear chor yann 'chanting' and chino keep on mumbling "rain ! rain !" LOLOLOL .. haha .. then later it really started raining , the school started to panic but chor yann continue talking and pretended nothing has happened .. then some was covering their head , some was talking here and there and no one is listening to chor yann LOL. then after chor yann finishes his talk about canning , he sent us back to class immediately.

then after that is mr wong lesson .. i dun like him lah .. then when he explains to the class and looked at me and asked "understand?" i looked away LOL . cuz now i just simply dun like him. then after school got aspire .. we aspire ourselves by walking around the school then had our geog remedial at 345 til 500 . then went to sjab ..
you have made my day once , and u have spoil my day once.. however i dun blame you .. why? .. so when will it be my turn to make ur day light up with a smile? i am still waiting for this day .. waiting until i wanna give up .. the waiting time is simply endless for me.

Mood : Happy
muahahah .. she really made my day ..i think no one knows it except for yan soon ..hey u ah soon .. u 'very' soon .. u better dun split it out hor ! if not i make sure u ... .. muahah .. alright let's get back to wad happen today ..today morning i slacked at home until 706am .. i watched tv , slowly ate my breakfast . my mom was pushing me and asked me to eat faster .i finally got up from my sofa and proceeded to ycss at about 706am.

recently dunno why , maybe chor yann has got tired of talking during morning assembly , he did not spoke a single word during these few days .. i missed his voice LOL. today during 'EXPIRE' .. henry , yansoon and i went to merlimau and play play , see see and talk cock .. then after tat went to library .. then we read about lee kwan yew .. then we saw lee hsien loong's picture when he's in his childhood .. LOL so 'CUTE' .. haha ..then we waited for the library to be closed before we went off .. actualli among my 4 years in school , this is the first time that i had ever stayed in the library until the library closes.

haha .. 'she' has really made my day ..but will i made her day too? haiss .. waiting for that day ..

Mood : Sad

today is the day when i finally voiced out my unhappiness to mr wong .. guys , for ur information , 'that teacher' that i am bu shuang is mr wong LOL. so wassup for today ? today after poa lesson , the class urged me to go and kaobeii with mr wong .. i stood up from my seat and the class kept quiet .. then chenson said "eh everyone , got show to see liao shh.." ..then seng kee from behind say "yong ming ! go i support u" ..then i could see that everyone was looking at me .. i took the letter from my bag and walk towards wong

I went towards him while he was busying keeping his things . i said "cher .. this is the letter you want.." I continued "that day saturday i realli need to go for funeral but u dun believe me , but i was more disappointed when u gave me an reply of 'wad nonsense' after i have told u my reason" ... He looked at me and talk dunno wad crap to me .. then he glance through the upper part of the letter and said "so what are u trying to tell me ? are you trying to show me that u are unhappy with me?" .. i replied :i didn't said that" ..then he continue reading the letter .. well i dunno everyone gang up or wad .. i could feel that the class is very quiet .. i sensed mr wong face changing from white to red as he was reading the letter .. then i could hear someone say "jia lad liao" . wong didn't said anything .. he just told me "so u want a retest?" .. i diaoed and replied "no thanks" and went back to my seat .
Well .. after school was 'EXPIRE' .. yan soon and i just wandered round the school and soon we heard that gomez was checking the classrooms so we chiong-ed up immediately back to 4e3 and ACT GUAI LOL ...

wah sian .. today i saw her in school .. i purposely hinted her but she didn't responded to my hint .. all she did was just gave me an VERY SPECIAL MOMENT , a very short one .. at that time i really hope that time would stopped by then .. maybe she dunno but i dun really wanted her to know.. however i am realli disappointed with her ... i should say i realli hope that she could understand my purpose of doing all these..

Mood : Worst
well , i guess i realli need to voice out my unhappiness .. and i guess this is the only place i can turn to ..of cos i can't write everything here . Haha i have told some of my pals , some suggested that i should calm down first . other suggested that i should just go and scold the f*uck out of that teacher.

Today , i have altogether complained my unhappiness about 'this teacher' to 3 teachers . I have told miss lim , miss lee and mr foo about it . miss lim told me to calm down first , wait until i am not so angry that go confront to 'that teacher' becos if i go just like that i will surely scold all my f*ck out. miss lee suggested that i should ask my parents to confront with that 'teacher' because in teacher-based society , parents are always the 'got strength' one. mr foo said that i have the total rights to confront about that teacher however he suggested that i should let the matter rest since it's already over

actually , i could just let the matter rest itself but why can't i do it . Because of the word 'self esteen'(should be spelt like this) . Just like wad chor yann said this morning , students when they reached a certain age , they will have some self-esteen. if 'that teacher' do this to me when i was sec one , i would maybe just diam diam . but now he's dealing with a sec 4 student , he should know wad's wrong and wad's right .

Mood : Worst
Well , i am in really really bad mood now .. i could say that i am feeling down , feeling sad and feeling angry at the same time.. without any further adue , let me go into the topic now .

The main cause that made me feel angry is this ryan wong hin pong . YES ! THE FUCKING GAY! today , i was told that i need to go down to bukit panjang with my uncle to the funeral and send my grandauntie throughout her last part of journey. we need to set off from jurong to bukit panjang at 1000am . However , i had a POA test today so i rushed to school at 830 when i was supposed to reach the school at 900 . My objective of reaching school half an hour early is to take my test early and leave the school as soon as possible so i could rush down to the funeral . Then this stupid Ryan wong really came EXACTLY at 900 ..=.=" ..i went to tell him i couldn't took the test as i have to attend a funeral then this STUPID ryan wong told me "WHAT NONSENSE? I DUN CARE , U MUST TAKE THE TEST TODAY OR U'LL GET A ZERO!" . Therefore i was sooo angry and have to take the test in a very lousy mood . I rushed off from school immediately as soon i finished my POA paper.

My uncle and i reached the funeral at about 1050 ..but because of the big rain , we were deeply delayed. At about 110pm , the rain finally cleared then soon the sending of my grandauntie through her last part of journey started . Because we are running out of time , the coffin casket and the 3 buses rushed to mandai cemetrium as soon as possible . When we reached there , i got down from the bus , we took the escalator up and got out from a door . The moment i got out of the door , i heard sounds of trumpets and drum , i turn to my left and saw one coffin being lifted out from the casket and coming towards me .WAH SWAY! . I immediately looked to the other side, then when i turned my head to the other side , i saw an coffin basket stopped right infront of me .WAH SWAY SWAY ! i look around .."what da heck ,so many casket here , which one is my grandauntie casket . Then i saw my uncle there , i immediatly run and walk with him.

We proceeded to hall 2 , everyone was seated. if you have seen the "Wee Kim Wee" or the "S rajaratnam" funeral , That's the scenerio. Then the monk started chanting again and soon we were asked to proceed to the Viewing area to witness to cementrating of my grandauntie. Everyone waited at the viewing area . Soon , my grandauntie children started singing the amitubha song . Some sing until they cry . Then slowly the coffin was being pulled out by the automatic machine . Everything was automatic and mechanicalise .. wah high tech sia ..Then some of my relative started crying , including my uncle (superman) too . Although i did not have much encounte with my grandauntie but seeing these people crying so sadly makes me feel very sad too. The coffin soon was slowly being lead into the burning fire and the door for viewing was closed.

We then proceeded to the main holding area , have our drinks and went back to bukit panjang . Well , my grandauntie indeed died very peacefully without any sickness or accident. Some was saying "she left just like that , so easy and simple (translated from hokkien)"

burning all those joss papers and joss sticks for the dead , taking the second thought , will the dead really receives all these ? some people pray these offerings just for a peace of mind. Rather than burning all these offerings to the people when they are dead , why not try your best to treat them well when they are alive . By doing that , you yourself will have no regret when they leave the world . At least , let yourself know that you have tried your best.

Friday, April 07, 2006

Heaven's Tricks

Today is Friday . To me , friday is the most enjoyable day among the week because it's early school dismissal and no aspire program ..therefore henry and i chiong out of school immediately after the "ding dong" bell .

Well , now i am blogging at 12.16am . Just came back from a funeral of my big grandauntie . At first when i reached there with my father and auntie , we saw alot of 'people' . These 'people' keep on smiling at me and i smiled back at them then after that i found out that these 'people' are actually my relatives and they actually know me when i dunno them .

When i know i liked you , you lighted up my life but when i was going to give up on you for the sake of friendship , my light that lighted up my life has been fused . Some people told me that i shouldn't give up just like this WITHOUT TRYING TO FIGHT FOR IT. Sometimes i wonder why must heaven created so much obstacles for me . I just merely found someone that i like but why must heaven made me gave up on her .. I dun really want to give up on her but he's my friend .. what should i do?

Thursday, April 06, 2006

The Escape

today's very sian but thinking taat tomolo will be a friday with no aspire program really brightens up my day . Today we had 3 periods of cheong kiat lesson , 2 period of hin pong lesson .. sian right ? lol then after that is followed up by social studies remedial .. i sat beside shawn and both of us ended sleeping LOL .. shawn slept with his head on the table and i slept in my usual sitting position .. then miss tan came , knocked on our head and said both of you shouldn't sit together , u'll influence each other .. see? ..Miss tan then walked away and we started to slowly fell into sleep again LOL..

Then after that we had our ASPIRE program again .. soon and me decided to pon teng but we do not wan to let gomez know and therefore we signed in at 430 , and at the same time signed out at '530' . We took out bags and was about to go and ryan came out . i thought he was going to stop us . LOL but he said "i wun sarbo you all one .. but if u all kana catch by gomez i dunno la .. Be careful . Take care. LOL as if like we are going on some risky journey that may lost our lives.. We thanked him and ran off .

haiss .. at first i thought i have found someone i liked but then since i have promise HIM , i shall give you up.. though i may have some regrets but HE's my friend , since he like you , i believe he will make you happy and since i had promised HIM to do WHAT I SHOULD DO and I WILL GIVE U UP... sadd..

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Aspire Program Day 3

well ,it's another day again .. my alarm clock sounded , my handphone rang , my mother 'roars' ..ahhh!! i wanna sleep more !! well .. it's school day again .. dunno why , during weekends , i would be motivatedd to wake up early but however during weekdays , i would wished to sleep all day . Well , i stopped my alarm clock , dragged my feet towards the living room . Got washed up , ate my breakfast and started to drag my feet to the school again.

well , it's another day for me again with all those boring lessons . However , despite of the boring lessons , i still tried my best to keep my upmost attention in class. During geog , we watched 'the day after tommorrow" and then got back our test papers .. i was enlightened with my results and it realli lights up my day . Haha , god doesn't treat me too bad though =D . Then chinese lesson we crapped about ministers and government AND about dickson participating in campus superstar LOL .. that was the most funni part LOLSS.

After school ,originally wanted to pon teng aspire de cuz today dun have remedial then have to stay in school all the way from 230 til 530 .. but i din pon teng and ended up revising physics with henry and yan soon in class LOL. at the end of the day , when everything ended , we did the same old thing again.henry , fernando , soon and i stepped out of the school gate together and shouted SONG ARH!

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

My Life In School

Just came back from jogging .. well , surfed kwan's blog just now .. really wished that i could blog out something as profound as him but i couldn't .. nvm i guess i'll try bah ? from maybe next week onwards ? haha this maybe improve on my english too . Okay , let's get into topic . Life in school for me seems to pass very very slow , let me name one occasion which took place in maths lesson and you'll know why school is so terrible for me .

Yesterday, During maths lesson when Cheong kiat was teaching , I was trying my very best to concentrate on what he was teaching despite the cold and comfortable air con was also trying it's best to lure me into sleep . However , i lost. I fell asleep right with my arms folding in my sitting position . According to my classmates , Cheong Kiat didn't realise my 'absence' at first . It's only he started to realise when my heavy head nodded a few times. Soon , the class is getting so quiet that i could every hear the sound of the air con machine . Other than that , i could hear giggles from the classmates . I slowly opened my eyes , to my astonishment , i saw a big face of Cheong kiat staring at me . With reference to my classmates again , they said that the distance between Cheong kiat's head and my head was barely only afew centimetres away . I was shocked and he was giving me that kind of 'sure die' face.

After school , we had ASPIRE again . Henry , soon and i stayed in class and did some questions on POA instead of liotering around the school like we did yesterday . However , God was not kind enough to fasten the time . One minute was like Ten minutes to me . At the end of the day , Chenson , Soon , James , Henry , Fernando and i happily walked out of the school foyer . We did one very lame thing before we offically stepped out of the school gate. We stood a step away from the school gate , raised our feet and TOGETHER stepped out of the school gate and shouted "SONG ARH!" lol as if we just came our from jail.

Monday, April 03, 2006

First day of ASPIRE

wah sian .. today weekday again liao .. today ish the first day of aspire program .. well .. can't imagine that i gonna have this programme until the end of my secondary school life from now onwards ..

today had our 1.5km run .. ran with a blister on my leg sia .. damn pian .. but manage to get first lah cuz clarence half way complain his stomach pian so i grab the opportunity to overtake him ..thn after sch got the stupid speed reading course again .. thn crapped with yan soon about the MgCl thing lolss .. then after that stayed back to take the geog test and then followed by the aspire program .. wad sia .. aspire program we like doing nothing sia .. so henry , soon , fernando and i started walking around the school to see wad the sec 4E , 4N and 5N do for their aspire programme .. well, aspire program is meant for students to do their self-study in school until 5.30pm but wad i see is onli students playing with their handphone , listening to mp3 or talking crap during the aspire program sia ...

By the time when i reached home , i am already dead beat .. argh .. today first day of aspire already so tired liao , i can't imagine the rest of the days ahead of me .. how i wished that june holidays are just tommorrow ..

Saturday, April 01, 2006

april-fooled

hahass .. today is april fool's day .. i wanted to trick people but in the end i was being trick .. well let me go through the whole process first bah ... today actualli i dun remember is april fool de then my god sis reminded me by calling me and 'april fooled " me .. lol . so i started 'april fooled' yvonne , lizann , jester , henry , clarence and lot of people more ..

soon i saw nic online so i decided to trick him too .. i lied to him by asking him whether he had received a phone call from school .. he replied "nopp , what is the phone call about?" .. hehezz i LIED him by saying that mr mathew called me and told me that there is one person in ycss who has suspected of having bird flu and ycss therefore school have to be suspended until further notice .. then he did not reply anything ... i waited for abt 2 mins and i said "HAPPY APRIL FOOL!" . Few minutes later , he replied with alot of vuglarites and told me that he has told everyone abt this .. I diaoed and asked for the names of the people he told but he din reply me . I had to go out le and so i left my handphone number and asked him to call me.

At about 10 minutes later , he called me in a very angry tone and told me he told almost the whole sec 4 level about this and everyone was damn happy and was preparing not to come to school on monday. omg i am in deep shit rite now .. wad should i do ?? At this very moment , he said "APRIL FOOL!".. diaozz .. i was relieved but at the same time diaoed .. i wanted to trick him but ended up tricked by him.. maybe i sho0uldn't be soo paraniod at the begining le .. well , he can actually acted well using his voice , he can go become deejay le ..