today we had taman jurong swing event ..i was kinda looking forward to the event as first but soon ..things started to changed ..

Let us start from the begining , we are there with onli one mission , Crowd Control .We are stationed at different areas ..During at about 8pm when the national flag was being raised , we have to salute ...After the flag raising , one of the cadets told me that ram bully her ...hearing that i went to confront ram immediately but he was relucant to admit it ..Actually it's nothing big about bullying but why must i raised it so big ..it's because we are in SJAB uniform and if anyone of us kena bully by other cca means they dun respect our CCA . After that kang asked man man to stationed at an area but man man dun want ..so once again , the quarrel started ...Actually this matter seems small ..both of them seems to be friendly during 2005 but there is a hatred hidden behind it for eras ..i guess some of you had known about our stories ..i might have went abit too far this time but i think it's essential ...

When the event ended , it was about 11pm . Jeff was too scared to go home alone ..so i have send him home before i walked home myself ...

Today is really a damn busy day lol ..morning got prize for C&T competition ..i tot i will not win but it came out unexpectedly ...after that afternoon got NDP rehersal ...kao ..sucks man ..especially the homat part ...kaozzz ...then after st john , i rushed home , bathe and rushed to boon lay MRT immediately ..Alex and i set off for city hall MRT at 6.25pm plus..we met hanrey at city hall MRT and went to the esplanade lol..we went to esplanade threatres to support jack's show "The Last Chinese Helicopter" ..it was funny and lame too ..haha ...we saw jia qiang there as well ...it was really fun man ..the show started at 8.00pm and had a 20min break in between . During the 20 min break , we went to buy a drink ..the drink there was damn expensive $3 for a mineral water ans $4 for a fruit juice ..wine costed about $20 plus ..kao ..so expensive sia .After the break , we went back to the threatre ..haha the show was damn funny lol ...By the timw the show ended , it was about 10.45pm lol....then we took a MRT back to boon lay , it's already around 11.50pm plus when we returned to boon lay ..

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Jia Qiang and me at Esplanade ..wooo..it's grand man ...

today ...sian larh ...early in the morning have PE lol ..then after that during 2.4km remedial , kang keep on threatening me with my secrets , i got really dulan and din talk to him for the rest of the day . When i walked to the canteen , renwei told me about kang , i agreed with some points he had mentioned . Kang dun like me to be with Man Man , i knew that but both of them are my friends and they should received the same treatment from me ..whenever i am with man man , kang will give me attitude and will start to sing song to show that he is pissed off with me . I will always be the one taking initative to talk to him until last friday kang finally told me that he dun like me to be with man man. Renwei said that kang wants his friends to pay all attention to him and no one else , the intense impact of domination in kang, i strongly agree with Renwei with this point. Kang , after giving me attitude in school , will always apologise to me at home , This is a cycle , he give me attitude and apologise to me ...This cycle will always process at least once a week . I am really very tired of this.

Then after that kum beng asked us to stayed back and finish his assignment , i told him that we got elderly care then he said that he will ask permission from miss loh to excuse us , then i go shoot back him "If you old , your son put you in elderly care then no one go vist you see you happy anot" then he's very relucant to accept the fact that he's really getting old.

i heck care him and went elder care . It was so fun talking and singing with the old folks , some of them are pitiful . Had a great time chit chatting with them but i started to sian 1/2 when i had to go back to school and face the idiotic kum beng , to trust that he believe that we wun copied the answers from the workbook , he's too innocent and naive to be a teacher . I doubt that he has passed his NIE training course.

sometimes , it takes one effort to make a better place . This is what i always agree with and always til the end of the time . 3E1 , 3E2 and 3E3 , i can predict tat if 3E3 wouldn't want to reflect and change , the whole class will all go to NA .There's one phrase in chinese "it takes a bamboo to overturn the whole boat" means it's takes one effort to change the fate of the class . Today when i heard miss soh said , she felt easier teaching 3E2 because all of them are quite cooperative . When i saw miss soh teaching 3E3 , the whole class was like damn noisy. 3E3 was being split into 2 class when maths lesson being taught by mr chew and miss soh respectively , people who pass will follow miss low whereas people who fail will follow mr chew . I can see the improvement of work in mr chew's pupil while i could also see a deprovement in miss soh class . Why? because Mr chew is firece enough to control the class, The fault doesn't lies on miss soh too , it's just that the class is too insensible and do not know the importance and value of education.

To be frank , i am very grateful to Miss Tan Chee In . She is a very good maths teacher indeed . Although she's firece but she have the ability to control 2E2 last year and i will always not forget her favourite quote "SAY IT! SAY IT!~" Indeed , the "say it" has really helped us alot in our work . I failed my class test on Speed/ Distance graph , many people failed in miss soh class . It was then i started to have addition stress when i can't solve the graph and even more stress when i heard that henry scored 17/20 .If Henry can do it , why can't i? During Chemistry lesson , the class was damn noisy because they are not afaird of miss lim . Miss lim treat them good , they pushed over her .

Sometimes , i really wish to transfer to another class because i knew that 3E3 is the most playful and undiscipline class . If i have the ability i wish to bring some of the good students with out of 3E3 and go to another class because i knew that they want to learn but the class dun want them to.

PS : Sometimes , you are not the one who decide whether you want to learn , The circumstances around you play a more major role. They are the one who decides whether your affection in learning

The chapter begins with a nice breed cat . A stranger gave my brother a cat in the morning when i was in school , my brother accepted it . Gary ,being the king did not like this little cat , we named the cat as "mew" . Gary did not like mew though , mew tried to be friends with gary with no bad intention but everytime mew gets near Gary , Gary would roar at mew but i could see that both of them did not carry an intention of fighting .

When it's dinner time , gary went to eat his dinner , mew wanted to eat too . Mew's share was on Gary's plate . Whenever Mew tried to get near to gary , gary roared at him so these 2 cats ended up staring at each other waiting for the first move . For us , Mew is very obedient but playful at times , he's very hyperactive while Gary is very inactive , Mew enjoyed running about while Gary enjoyed lying on the sofa and slack all day . Mew prefers to stay at home and play while Gary prefer to sleep on the grassland downstairs . So when will Gary accept Mew ? this is still a question among our family . A house cannot have more than a cat? who knows? let's see..

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A picture of Mew trying to get near to his food but Gary refused to let him step nearer

sorry , recently too busy to blog...let me give u a summary wad happen during these few days

Monday : got to reunited with my old friend, liyuan , through zheng ming's help ..i am really very happy!

Tuesday: Nothing special though

Wednesday : got to understand my friend , wang cai , better , even though i always thought that he is quiet by nature ..he's really a very mature and nice friend ..really proud and happy to have him as my friend.

today is hanrey's birthday , i went to buy present for him early in the morning . At the afternoon , jun horng came my house , we set off for hanrey's house at tampines during 3pm and arrive his house at about 3.45pm . We went to sing karaoke ..haha...then after that we went downstairs for BBQ , i played badminton with natalie and some of the kids while the other boys played bball. Natalie trashed me during the FIRST round man ..kaozzz...then after that the BBQ started ...the food was nice man ..haha ..i ate alot and also drank red wine and tiger beer with jingyong , jun horng , hanrey , zhengming and jiaen ...coco dun dare to drink , she watched us drink and advised us not to drink too much haha ..she was the onli girl in our group .At about 8.30pm , we sang the birthday song . As it was getting pretty late and we have school tomolo , we decided to leave so we went up to hanrey's house to get our bags and took the MRT home ..i could see that everyone was exhausted ...today is really very fun man ..hope to have more gatherings like this.

Hanrey's brithday , From left to right : (Standing up)Coco , Zhengming and Jian en . From Left to right:(bending down) Me , Hanrey , jun horng and jingyong

today sian ..got flag day ..wa kao , the flag day ppl damn stupid , who would want to donate after the NKF incident , it may be another scamming lol ...today as per normal , flag day , asking ppl to donate but they dun want to donate ...sian lor ..after that during after at about 12pm , kang and i go skiving , he come to my house and play MU lol ...then we returned back to JP at 2pm to return the tin . After the flag day , we go play arcade , kang and i play KOF , i won him for about 3 times then he keep on toping up his card just to find a chance to win me lol ..but in the end , he did won me , the results for the KOF fight is about the ratio of 3:2 , after acarde kang , wei , jeff and i went to watch movie :" The war of the world" ..the movie is nice , effect is also very nice ..recommand u guys to watch ^^ .


i found that i am getting more and more pessimistic or am i over-sensitive ? no one knows ...just like todae when maths lesson , i dunno some of the questions , i will feel very pressured and i will really go crazy ...same applies to english when i cannot answer some of the comprehension questions , i began to scratch my head and feel very stress . During SJAB , when i saw no improvement in the sec one stationery drill despite my coaching , i will feel very stress ...

I am really afaird that i might end up in Normal ...I remembered during last year , i sweared to work hard if i get into sec 3 express ..but now , look at me ...i am in sec 3 express though , but look at my situation , look at my classmates ...Just like today , during last period of maths lesson , i do not know how to solve question six , i began to pester chenson even though he do not know how to do too ...soon , the bell rang for dismissal but i pestered miss soh to explain question six before she ends the lesson ...am i crazy ?

i regret a very big mistake i have committed today ..a very big one ..i shall not say this out because i wanna avoid misunderstandings ...Today is a very bad day for me , a extremely bad one ...today i woke up in the morning at about 6.25am ..i saw the time was early so i went to sleep again ..i woke up at 6.50 , i got ready immediately and was ready to go to school , just as i was about to step out of the door ..urgh..stomache ...this is the reason why i am late ...

Celestbian and me stood at the parade square with the other latecomers..then celesbian uhm chio then govin scolded him "you late still dare to luff" LOL...then after that i did 30 squads lol ...sianzzz ..after school got SJAB training lo ..jeffrey , kang , man and i watched the squad being punished ..i feel pity for them so i did the pumping together with them to my own accord ...then i do do do suddenly my leg cramp ..urgh .... wah kao ..sian ..then after that train the sec ones in footdrill lo...

i did something that i think i shouldn't do today ...i dun wish to mention it again because it really bring me alot of hurtful and sad memories ..i wish to forget it once and for all but no matter how hard i try , i will dwell on the matter even more ...

today , it's payback time . i walk around the staff room corridor to search for mdm ow and i finally saw her in the HOD room. i walked into the room with my bag , she saw me and said "yong ming where's ur assignment i asked u to hand in today." I told her i din bring , then she started talking crap "you see ? i knew it , i suppose that your father scolded u yesterday , serve you right ,u deserve to be scolded , why for become a actor , go become a sweeper , a actor must be educated but look at you , look at the way u behaved in class ...blar blar blar" she talk alot of crap , i still remember her last sentence "you will never make it to sec 4 express" ..then i said " cher , bluff you de lah" then i took out my holiday assignment LOL! THEN SHE PAI SEH LIAO ...then she go hit my arm " How dare you! " LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL cannot say win people then want to hit people summore ...haha then after that she say "you must have anyhow do one right?" LOLOLOL if i dun pass the assignment i tok my ****


Today during geog , i slept in class , i slept under my file . Then OW saw it , she said "Yong ming , dun sleep under you file! " then i woke up ..after tat i tok to henry then ow caught me toking and said " Yong ming , you stay back after school , i wanna talk to ur parents " Then i was like =.=" ...after school , ow brought me to HOD room , i saw how she flirt with mr lim ..gosh it's so digusting man ...she called my father and say many bad things about me then she still got say one thing that i will always remember " Your son did not bring my file " ...i was like totally confused and shock ...she caught me sleeping in class with my file just now and now she said i din bring my file ..wad rubbish is this?

After that she spoke finished and adk my father to speak to me , she heard my dad scolding me on the phone and she gave me that slutty and bitchy look , then after that i hanged up the phone , she said " serves you right " ...then i told her that she caught me sleeping in class with my file and there she told my father i did not bring my file ..she kept quiet and said " the matter doesn't lies on the file , it lies on ur discipline " then i told her "if the problem doesn't lies on my file , why do you complain to my father abt my file ?" then she diam diam ....she kept silence for a moment and said " i don care , tomolo u better hand in your holiday assignment" , i replied " if you dun care , i dun care too " ..she diam diam again and said " tomolo if u dun hand in your assignment , i will make u stand up during assembly " ...

i feel that i sucks , i am not perfect and i am not even half perfect . What the heck is this ? i am not knowing where am i anymore , this is not the world i wanna live in . I really wish to bring my loves ones to my ideal dreamland , an ideal place for me to live in . I dun like to go to school , I am not biased against the teachers but i just do not like the students of YCSS especially 3e3 .

This few days , i have always been mixing with people from filming , I feel that they are the friends i want , they show me what's the real maturity . Not like people from 3e3 Ram , Linges , Amba . Sometimes i really wished , why the people from filming is not my classmates in real life , i really hope that they are my classmates because they prove to me what is friendship and maturity . I really got to know alot of good friends during filming , this is wad i enjoyed as my occupation , i got to know people who are more sensible and mature , people like hanry , jingyong , coco , div , junhorng , dennis , alex and alot more to mention i really enjoy being friends with them and i hope for the eternity.

yesterday i did not went to school , as a result i have no chance to get hold and change the happenings , i could onli sit down and blame myself about yesterday .

Today morning , kang told me that SJAB finally had a chance to become GOH . We and everyone of us has longed for this chance for a long time but miss lim rejected mr chia's offer . Mr chia discovered that SJAB is very good in marching and asked miss lim whether she wanted the SJABs to become the GOH during NDP , I am sure that miss lim is very happy to hear this because this is wad everyone of us has longed for but why did she reject mr chia 's offer ? i am still wondering . Actually , SJAB marching is already very good , it's becuase we are facing the stress tat we are a small contigent so we have to make our marching perfect , it's oso because layhwee and komathi always said that our marching is not up to standard , that's why we always give ourselves pressure to make our marching the best and the most perfect. I always didn't get to realise this point until the ST JOHN'S day .

Towards the chance that we could become Guard Of Honour , we are really very happy and happy . Miss Lim said that our marching are better than NPCC ans Scouts , that's why he gave us the confirmation of that by giving us the chance of becoming the Guard of honour . But after miss lim rejected the offer , mr chia of course gave this chance to the NPCC , After the NPCC received the title of becoming Guard Of Honour , They were very proud and haolian , Chenson keep on saying in class that he got to wear 'white shirt' during National Day whereas we can't . If ST JOHN'S get the title of Guard Of Honour , we would not afaird that no one will join SJAB , we will become the spotlight during NDP.

Of course , i myself is also pek chek of miss lim's descison but on the other hand ,i knew tat we should not get satisfied of our marching standard just because we got a chance of being GOH , we should continue to buck up on our marching no matter our good or bad is our marching . Maybe miss lim hopes that we should not be like NPCC to haolian around and think their marching is very good . We should continue ti buck up our marching until the day we leaves the school . I think Miss Lim wanted us to understand this moral value but of course i will continue to respect Miss Lim despite of her throwing the GOH title into the rubbish bin , I will continue to respect miss lim til the end of the time , we can actually learn alot of moral values and aspects from miss lim , u may not realise it but it's for u to discover it , ALL THE BEST TO YCSS SJAB !

today din go school , went filming lols ...went there early in the morning at abt 8.15am then after film until 3pm plus . It was quite early so we decided to go to the arcade at marina square lols . Div treat us play arcade lols ..we play and play then henry discovered a very funny and nice game lol ..bash here and bash there ...the we keep on playing but i always lose lol ..we play until 6pm then we went to eat dinner ..LOL ...div treat us fish and chips , it was so delicious lol ..then we played guessing numbers lol ..whoever loses have to face penalty lol ..the penalty is to drink the sauce with chili , pepper , salt , sugar and alot of stuffs LOL! ..then everyone was so unlucky and faces the penalty except alex , he was brooming bright lol ...haha ..after dinner , we went back to the arcade lol ..i played initial D with Div . Div teached me how to use the car and drift lol ..it was so fun haha ...


i am really dam pissed off with peeps in 3e3 ..sometimes , i really regret of not working hard during sec 2 or else i should be in 3e2 now ...haiss...i am really trying to work hard but things in life really pulls me down

Today , during geog lesson , almost whole class din bring geog textbook so we started to argue with mdm ow ..i just keep quiet and look outside the window , soon jinghao told chenson that it's mdm ow responsiblity to prepare powerpoint silde for our class then chenson go tell mdm ow ..he said that i said mdm ow should prepare powerpoint silde ...

I was in a total confuse and looked at mdm ow , she looked at me firecely and said " WHY SHOULD I PREPARE SILDES FOR YOUR CLASS! U ARE SO LAZY ! COME AND SEE MR GOMEZ WITH ME AFTER SCHOOL" ...i was like -.-" ...i keep on telling her that it's nothing to do with me but she was relucant to believe me ..so i shouted at chenson infront of the whole class ....then shouted at mdm ow ...LOL! then mdm ow scared liao , guess wad she said , she said " forget it! just drop that matter!" LOL LOL LOL!!!

But somethimes i really pissed off with peeps in 3e3 , 3e3 will be a better class without some of the peeps ...i therefore conclude , 3E3 U SUCKS MAN!

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Ok , back to topic, Guys , how do u think about birthday bash ? This thought suddenly come to me when chenson and gang said that they are going to give Jinghao a birthday bash tomolo . Actually , i do not really oppose of object birthday bash but it's abit sily and stupid of making the person's life at 'risk' with this birthday bash , i know they just wanna to have fun but isn't this too ridiculous? I think it's better to give the person's some appreciation eg. take cake and smash his head rather than giving him physical damages .

kaozz ...today is the most embarrass day i had in my life , i have never encounter something so paiseh before lol . It goes like that , i was playing muonline during about 12.30pm on youth day then xuanhui asked me to accompany her to jurong point . I see nothing to do so i agreed ...-.-" when i reached there , she want me to help her to pick shirt ..all the girly girly shirt -.- at the shop "This Fashion " ...I looked around , the shop inside all girls ..no guys at all ...then when xuanhui went into the changing room , she still want me to wait outside the room summore ..lucky got one guy accompany his girlfren here stood beside me ..then i not so paiseh cuz got guy beside me lol , proves i am not the onli guy here ...After that she brought me to guardian and ask me to pick hair dye for her lo ..-.-" ..picked for about 1/2hr then done ...dotz ..then after that she treat me eat dessert lol ..then we go pasa malam ...i bought a disc and she wanted me to lend her ..-.-" ...then after that still wan me to treat her eat otah somemore... =.=" ..

At the end of the day , we went home by bus 30 , when in the bus , she took my wallet and say wanna see see ...-.-" ...then she see then forgot return to me ...sianzzz ...

WAD A YOUTH DAY I HAVE !

It has been about 9 months since i adopted Gary . Gary has been very well-mannered and behave . Today , As per normal Gary demanded for his 'breakfast' during 12pm plus . My mom was too busy to prepare it for him and i was busying playing MU ;P . Gary keep on meowing and meowing but was ignored by all of us . Soon , Gary stopped meowing and went out of the house , I was curious and followed him . He went downstairs and hide himself among the vase on the grass , I squad down and look at him. I could not hear his meowing , all i heard was a moment of peace and silence . I tried to carry gary but he refused to oblige me and even bite me whenever i tried to lift him up . I Leave him alone and went back home , Gary came back home later in the evening .

I was thinking whether Gary is throwing his temper because he did not get his food , yea animals have human feelings too . Maybe we should pay more attention to them in the future !

PS : Those who have Pets at home , Be sure u give them the attention they needed , They are living things like us too . If you can throw temper , Why can't they?

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happy st johns day ! today is the st john's open house carnival , many ppl are invited provided u bought the ticket and coupons! lolss ..alot of ppl were present and it was really crowded ! there are many things for us to play and eat lols ...we have alot of tickets to spend cuz there are too many ticket left unsold ..kang has 2 books to spend whereas i have one book to spend ...lol...we tore out some and distrubite it among the juniors lols ...then jeffrey sold some tickets to other school to earn some money ..LOL ..it was really funny when we saw the malay gal from other school bargaining the ticket price with jeffrey lol..then in the end , jeff sold the tickets to the girl at half price lol . As a result , jeff has no tickets left , he went around begging tickets from the junior LOL! ..i see him so kelian so i gave him a $2 coupon lol...after that we go jeffrey uncle chicken rice stall and eat lol..the chicken was really nice but i din ate it , i ate onli the vege and gave the chicken to kang , i exchanged my chicken for kang's vege lol ..then we took MRT back to boon lay with some of the juniors . Jeff , kang and i went jurong point as jeff wanted to buy dunno was battle tank model.





happy st johns day ! today i am really very happy cuz first time got ppl praise us marching very good ...heheh ...very happy indeed . today , went to school during 6am , got ready by 6.30am ..it was pretty nervous then ...we were all organise but soon we found out that jeffrey is missing ...everyone started to panic as jeffrey is our right marker , if he's absent , the whole squad will be in chaos ...luckily, jeff arrive at about 7.10am and got ready . During about 7,20am , we marched it ..well everyone was very nervous lol...

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[x]Yuan Ching Secondary
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